Soon i'll become a mother of two boys scary thought because of my age and obviously scared to give birth, hoping that when i do start labour it'll be like with Romeo and i'm calm and just taking the pain like a trooper which i always feel so proud of myself with how i took the pain when i was in labour with Romeo, i don't actually know where i got my strength from or even how i handled it so well. When i get tooo scared whilst thinking about the pain i know will come soon i just remind myself it'll all be over as soon as baby is here just like when i had Romeo then i get soooo excited, so excited for all of us especially that Romeo will have someone to play with fight with and give me headaches with ahaha. Romeo came quickly and i wasn't in pain for a long period of time like other women, in pain for a few days. Not with Romeo i started labour at 2pm, i got to the hospital and the midwife said you're 7cm dilated i was so happy i couldn't believe it ! We waited for his dad to get to the hospital before i started pushing just after 6pm. I had told Romeo we had to wait for daddy, i'm guessing he heard me, as soon as his daddy walked in through that door i started pushing but i pushed for almost a hour and Romeo was born 6:55pm. All the pain i had felt had just disappeared, after seeing his face it was all so worth it and special sometimes i feel like you have to live it in order to understand all the emotions you feel because there are so many ways to describe it.
Being pregnant and having a one year old is hard because Romeo still to me is a baby who need attention 24/7 who's teething and always needs me, so having naps won't happen when i want to but when he wants a nap so ladies if you're pregnant or not, appreciate your naps and all the sleep you do get. Someone once told me you'll never sleep peacefully after having children, true! I wake up during the night just to make sure Romeos got covers on him or just to make sure he's ok.
Everyone feels blessed with different things but i sure do feel like being a mother is such a blessing, hardest job but the best job ever. Over the year of being a mother i have learned patience which i didn't have much of before having Romeo i finally found out what it's like to love someone unconditionally, knowing that not matter what that love will just never fade will only grow deeper each day. Being a mother has been life changing and I've grown so much during this short period of time. It has been a hard year but also a great year.
We are all blessed just in different ways ... Appreciate the simple things. Life can change in a matter of seconds.
Next post it'll be about my hospital bag and the essential stuff i feel that needs to go inside for your new arrival!!
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this post is so truthful and inspiring! very sweet .. good luck with everything about to come beaut! your boys are the biggest blessing ��
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