Take Care

And slowly as we heal we become less angry or upset about a situation but more understanding of what it's taught us. Mine was my self worth and how much I truly deserved. How much I had given and gotten so little back. How much I cherished the good memories trying to block out the bad, but see the bad out weighed the good so the bad was easily remembered where as, the good was only remembered through pictures, but some photos somehow reminded me of the bad, also reminded me of the sadness, so what was left was just some good memories and allot of bad. How some people can have everything they want and need but still go out trying to look for more to simply finding out too late that they had everything and had more to lose than they thought.

Life puts people in your life for a reason, good and bad, but some really do teach you lessons the hard way. How you can be so high, so happy and can easily be bought down back to where you were before that High or even lower. How can someone be your happiness and be the person who puts you through hell. Crazy how you jump into things not realising what may happen. Crazy how we claim that we don't trust anything but some how take the risk that you may get hurt one more time, but trust that it may just be different.

With the good comes bad, no ones perfect but when the bad out weighs the good Is it worth it?

Beautiful how life teaches you the most through pain. You go through all the pain of giving birth to then realise holding your children in your arms how much you can actually love someone how all that pain was worth it because, you got something out of it, your beautiful baby, that you anxiously wait for so long and love so much to find out how much you actually love them once you meet them, how that pain was nothing and you'll do it all over again because the outcome was amazing. The type of love can't be described and only felt.

Going through all that heartbreak to realising you haven't been taking care of you and your soul trying to love someone else, but how can you love someone properly without taking care of yourself? Pouring your heart out to a person who doesn't see your worth, but how can they when you don't even know your self worth, but that's when it comes to you to remember how amazing you are, to love all your flaws, to love everything about you and to remember that the love you give you deserve that and more.

Take care of you & your soul 

Margie-Alexandra